I don’t know what has sent the spark in my mind that I can’t hang tough. That I can’t be fast. That I can’t be mentally strong. That I can’t run a fast marathon time.
And then I decided to switch my mindset.
I can hang tough.
I am fast.
I am mentally strong.
I can run a fucking fast marathon time.
I can do fucking hard things.
I chose to be strong when things can tough, I chose to be faster when I am suffering.
Why did this happen? One overtrained race. One thought when I was suffering in the 18th mile that sent shockwaves through my mind and left me paralyzed with fear.
Learn from the past. Learn to let go.
Let’s fucking do this.